It's been some time since I've provided an update to my life post thyroid cancer/thyroidectomy. Here's a glimpse of it... LMAO! Yes, a roller-coaster ride; not too bad. It really depends on how you interpret it. Most see a roller-coaster as a thrill and an adrenaline rush. Others may interpret it being up and down - good and bad. For me, it's been both...lol. Not much in the bad department, considering that my body has done some things that I've never imagined doing (will share those stories for later posts). As for bad, the only thing I can reference is that once I think I'm on track with my physical goals and have a good grasp on my body minus a thyroid, then something comes along and changes the direction. Which is fine...really it is...keeps me on my toes for sure. Since my last post on the subject, Life After Thyroid Cancer, back in December 2013, I've been on such an adventure of rediscovery. See, I've had to learn so many new things about my body - this slightly modified version...lol. I'm very protective of this "asset" of mine. Besides, it's the only body I have, so why wouldn't I be protective.
In July of 2015, I was asked to share my story at the VeloSano - Bike to Cure opening ceremony.
Making this video left me revisiting many of the emotions that I was going through at the time and had me reflecting back on those emotions. It's very humbling. I'm very grateful that I can say that I'm a cancer survivor. You realize that so many others have challenges far greater than yours and it's up to you to overcome your challenges. I am no different when it comes to the ups and downs that life brings our way. But, I tell you what, I will not let things define me or take control over me. As I see it, I have a modified version of myself after having the thyroidectomy. I have to re-learn this body; retrain my mind to let go of how I was and focus on how I am now. Look at it when you upgrade your phone, you have to learn all the new features - good and bad. Smile, laugh and be well!
As you have read in my previous posts
regarding the goiter, thyroid cancer and thyroidectomy. Life doesn’t end. It begins. You have to reprogram your body because it’s
adjusting to a hormone that it can’t produce anymore. You have to teach your body to not be jealous
of the hormone and learn to love it just as you do. Everyone must play together.
My weight and size was slowly decreasing.My cholesterol levels were coming back to
normal, TSH levels stayed fine and I was really feeling and seeing a difference
with myself.My energy level was great.I finally was feeling like I was on the right
track.Now into 2013, I re-started
training clients, but kept the number to just a few.I still had to fully figure this Synthroid
life out.
One day, I had my bodyfat % checked to
compare to one of my previous readings.I was still a bit disappointed.Though, you could clearly see that I was getting smaller, I wasn’t
toning normally. Back to reading through my notes of foods to avoid, and
visiting sites for updated information. Something was still holding me back.
I looked through my food journals and
nothing was clicking. Then, one day, I read an article that talked about
caffeine and it’s affects on thyroid medication.Well, that got my attention.I'm a Starbucks queen – yes, non-fat, no whip
or some days light whip. Additionally, I made my favorite coffee at home
too.As I was reading the article, I
found out that I needed to greatly minimize my caffeine consumption.
I thought, how in the world will I be able
to handle this too. No caffeine – [SCREAMING]. I convinced myself to go decaf
with my coffee.That was where I
consumed the most caffeine. I was on the last leg of my regular coffee beans,
so I tossed them and purchased decaf coffee beans from World Market.Talk about a limited variety in stores when
it comes to decaf.
That was it! Going to decaf made such a
difference.Because, I’m an avid fitness
person, my energy level did not decrease.Working out and “eating” right provides your body with such a beautiful
energy boost as needed.So, the adjustment
wasn’t really noticed at all.I couldn’t
believe that something so simple would make the type of difference that it
has.
The best thing was going to both my primary
and endocrinologist and watching them look at my current weight and then
compare it to my previous weight.Their
faces were priceless.Funny thing they
questioned me on how did I lose so much weight (20 pounds).I found myself telling them about eating
“right”.
To this day, I’m 5 pounds away from being
the weight that I was at just before all of this started.I’m thankful for being cancer-free. I’m thankful
for being a voice to others of this experience and to let you know, you’re
worth the effort to make the adjustments.
Big hug to all who are experiencing thyroid
problems, and/or have had thyroid cancer, and those who shared their tips on
the web. We can overcome.
If you have read my Life with a Goiter
entries, you now know what happened with the goiter.After my total thyroidectomy, following a
low-iodine diet, and radioactive iodine treatment, my next hurdle was this
crazy weight gain! Though, I worked out and thought I was eating right, my
clothes started getting tighter and tighter and my body was feeling squishy.
Things just wasn't making sense. My doctor visits resulted in my readings being
normal and where they needed to be, but my body was growing!
I started researching more and more. I just
couldn’t figure this out. I’m a personal trainer and how in the world am I
getting this wrong? To make matters worse, every visit with my primary and
endocrinologist, when I would inquire if the medication was working, they would
reply with yes, your levels are fine, perhaps you should exercise and watch
what you eat. UGH‼‼
In a nutshell, they were very little
help.At one point, my cholesterol was
high and my primary wanted to put me on cholesterol medication. At which, I
nicely rejected. I told her, if my cholesterol is high, something is not
working. I was getting so frustrated and very concerned.
For the whole year of 2011, I was
struggling. I stopped with my fitness classes, stopped training with my clients
and took time to figure this out.It
wasn’t that I had never had weight issues in the past.This one was making me feel like I would have
no control and I might as well watch myself grow. NOT!
In the spring of 2012, I visited the
Synthroid website. I was going to read all the fine print that I could to fully
understand the medication and the interactions. I researched what foods and
beverages interacted with the medication. It finally clicked and my eyes were
wide open now. I was taking the medication first thing in the morning, on an
empty stomach, but I was eating soon after.
I found myself, testing theories that I
discovered. First one was, taking the medication in the middle of the night,
around 3:30 a.m. for me.I know, many
can’t imagine waking up just to take a medication. But, I did and have been
doing it since April 2012.Yes, I go
right back to sleep.Why that time? It
allows for the medication to be fully absorbed in the body with no
interruptions. Make sense?
I was also taking calcium. I would take it
in the morning, so I changed it to dinner time.It needs at least 4 hours prior to taking thyroid medication because calcium
causes the Synthroid to not be fully absorbed as well.I was getting on a routine now.My workouts were going well, but the scale
was moving really slow and the inches were decreasing by what seemed as
millimeters. UGH! At least the scale was not moving in the wrong
direction.I must have been doing
something right.
My next visit with my primary, she had
noticed that my cholesterol was down. REALLY??? I thought. She asked me what I
was doing and I told her about the 3:30 a.m. med time.Well, guess that wasn’t in any of the medical
classes, but she realized that if your thyroid medication isn’t being fully
absorbed, it will cause your cholesterol to rise. [I wish you could have seen
my face]. I’m sure you can imagine the look. Good thing for me not taking the cholesterol
medication – RIGHT???‼‼
Now, the RIT, I had to visit the office and
they give you instructions on what you can and cannot do.Such as, having to sleep alone, eat alone,
being secluded from family, using a separate bathroom (if possible), staying
away from pets, you can’t expose others to the radiation.Though, some may think of scheduling lunch
with less favorable people in your life, you still can’t do that either. Funny how when you are on restrictions, that
is when you want to do so much and go EVERYWHERE. So, I picked a bedroom to
stay in for 3 FULL DAYS. I figured that I would catch up on reading and some of
my shows that were on the DVR.Now mind
you, I still haven’t come off the low-iodine diet. Wouldn’t you know, most of
my shows were from the cooking channel and the Food Network.Talk about HUNGRY! All I could think of was a
Pizza Hut meat lover’s pan pizza – YES‼‼
The days went by and my meals were set outside the bedroom door.It reminded me of a scene in The Color Purple when Celie and Mister were feeding Shug and how they placed the food outside the door and ran away. LOL! By day three, I was to start on my thyroid
medication and could get off the diet. Yes, I got the pizza for my
dinner on that Sunday. But, I couldn’t come in contact with anyone until the next
day. Monday morning, I felt so free.In
the back of my mind, I knew my body was going to need some time to adjust to
this medication. I had read that people experienced weight gain problems, lack
of energy and I was determined to go into this with a game plan. I resumed teaching my fitness classes as well as
continuing on my regular workouts. Little did I know, working out was going to
take on a whole new meaning.
Going into surgery this time was much
different. There were more things on my mind and knowing that I have thyroid
cancer made the thoughts uncontrollable. I kept thinking about if it had
spread. I was just thinking about what else may be wrong. What if things are
much worse than they are? How will my life be now? Will the cancer come back?
Etc...etc...etc... So, just as the first surgery, I had limited
talking and pretty much followed the same protocol as before. I knew I would be
on medication the rest of my life to replace the hormone that my body can no
longer produce without a thyroid.
Goiter - Left Side
As you can see in the pictures, there is the
goiter and the right thyroid gland. Immediately, I noticed a huge difference in
my neck. I can't believe how small it is now. I was told that my recommended
medication would be Synthroid.I
mentally prepared myself as it was to be my life-long partner. After a few weeks, I was place on a
low-iodine diet to prepare for my radioactive iodine treatment (RIT).Having thyroid cancer doesn't mean radiation.
But, it was necessary for me to have the RIT. OMG!
Right Side
The low-iodine diet completely drained me. I
was teaching my fitness classes and thinking where do I pull the energy to do
so.It was like functioning on a drained
internal battery. All I wanted to do was NOTHING!
Figuring out what eat and what not to eat
was, actually pretty interesting. I
learned even more about discipline and my cooking skills. Found myself making my own sausage. When
you’re on limited foods and the foods you buy contain things you can’t consume,
you find yourself getting very creative and resourceful.